I'm on it!

Ok  so this morning I am determined. I gained half a pound  last night which isn't bad for two weeks but it isn't good either!!!! I'm still puzzled by my relationship with food but seeing as it's been that way for 60+ years I guess it will be hard to figure!!! Last night in group I decided to try eating little and often. I think I also need to change up what I am eating.

This morning i've been shopping and come home with a few different things. Tonight when I get a moment I will go through the recipes in the new magazine and perhaps plan the week. This morning's new food was Heck sausages! I am not overly keen on the SW sausages unless in a casserole but these Chicken Italia sausages were not at all bad! Syns Online told me that 2 sausages = 1/2 syn. Well worth it I feel.

My challenge will be this evening as I am going to my book club at 6.30 pm and if the past is anything to go by then I will have to force myself to eat properly when I get home. I could cook something before I go but I have now left it too late as I am in a school this afternoon. My determination MUST win out! I just wish I was a fan of the SW frozen meals but I am not sold on them. They would make my life easier.

Anyway, my SW journey started as I wanted to lose weight for my son's wedding. I figured that photos would be in display for many a year and I really didn't want people to see a 'fat me' in them! Vanity or what?! I did well and bought an amazingly expensive outfit for the special day. So this morning I've looked back at those photos and others that were taken around the same time. My resolve now is to firstly get back into these outfits and then to do better, perhaps with them being too big! I can dream, but as I always tell people: 'follow your dreams!'